At the core of seeking is a strange paradox: the illusory "me" longs to get rid of itself but recoils at the thought of annihilation—it can't conceive of life without itself. This is not an obstacle to be overcome but the very engine of the search. Desire for absence and fear of annihilation are two sides of the same coin—forever spinning with no final landing. It's a recurring push and pull without an outcome. There is no resolution to this paradox, but none is needed. Liberation occurs effortlessly and entirely on its own, regardless of the illusory self's desires and fears.
Blog Post 12-24-25
Searching for something behind or beyond this empty appearance is a futile journey without end. Each layer peeled back only reveals another appearance—never a hidden core. Although there may seem to be something deeper, it is still nothing more than an appearance. There is no final reality waiting to be discovered—only this endless play of appearances. When the seeker and searching fall away, what remains is simply this—the very emptiness, fullness, and wholeness of what appears, with nothing behind or beyond.
Blog Post 12-17-25
This empty message neither comes from anywhere nor is directed toward anyone. There is absolutely no one to express it or grasp it. The urge to extract meaning from this message belongs to the illusory “me” that feels compelled to find answers. But this message is empty—free of any motive or intention. The words arise without substance and carry no weight except in the seeker's imagination. Without a sender or receiver, there is simply this empty appearance: complete in itself, saying nothing to no one—with no meaning or purpose at all.
Blog Post 12-10-25
Many seekers mistake a temporary shift in perception for liberation when awareness moves to the foreground and the “me” fades into the background. However, awareness is just a subtler form of the illusory sense of self—not liberation. When the dormant "me" is disturbed, it reappears and reasserts itself, requiring effort to regain and maintain that expanded sense of awareness. No amount of self-manipulation will ever bring about freedom. Liberation is nothing less than the complete and effortless disappearance of both the illusory "me" and awareness.
Blog Post 12-3-25
Distance and duration are inseparable from the illusory sense of self. The “me” is always measuring—comparing now to then, here to there, imagining itself moving through a world of time and space. But without a central point from which to measure, all sense of distance and duration collapses. This empty appearance neither unfolds in time nor stretches across space. It is immediately itself—utterly indivisible and free from the illusion of sequence and expanse. Without the dream of “me,” there is simply what appears—dimensionless and undefined by any point of reference.
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